|★|we make our own future|★|

Oh, lordy, I'd love to thank Jensen and Danneel for making my really shitty day/days a little brighter and dimmer at the same time. And here I was gonna go to bed early tonight, lol.

Well, this is me now:


I never get the chance to use that gif appropriately. Whee.

And you know what the awesomest thing is? I may get the chance to congratulate her IN PERSON if she's at Chicago Con. I wouldn't congratulate Jensen, you see, as Jared might be around, and I don't want his heart to hurt anymore than it probably already is.

My apologies to the sane tinhatters. Looks like Het's the word. But hey, maybe they all have it worked out, the four of them, in some epic secret foursome that works perfectly for them. I hope so. I also hope no one ever finds out about it, really.

In other news, I friended Clif like a week ago and didn't even get the chance to look at all his peeectures before he locked down and deleted us fangirls. Le Sigh.

I don't always feel the need to explain myself, but since I consider myself a member of a fandom that has been known to be partially batshit crazy at times, I think it's better to be as clear as possible. Plus I just feel like getting everything out in the open. :)

Am I too obsessed with the show? Probably. I used to sit in class and compare Milton and Doctor Faustus to Supernatural, I used to write fanfic when I was bored in class, and my vocabulary consists of dozens of references to the show. ("Douchnozzle" is my current favorite.) I've paid hundreds of dollars and drove several hours out of my way to see Jared and Jensen in Chicago in November two years in a row. I agree to do(mostly legal) things just to get other people to watch the show and spread the word. I realize some people consider this obsessed, and sure, maybe it is. But I still feel like I retain perspective.

Now that that's out there, the rest of this post is about said obsession. :) I give you: ( the lowdown on how I feel about Supernatural and fandom. )

last updated: 22 Feb. 2010

I don't always feel the need to explain myself, but since I consider myself a member of a fandom that has been known to be partially batshit crazy at times, I think it's better to be as clear as possible. Plus I just feel like getting everything out in the open. :)

Am I too obsessed with the show? Probably. I used to sit in class and compare Milton and Doctor Faustus to Supernatural, I used to write fanfic when I was bored in class, and my vocabulary consists of dozens of references to the show. ("Douchnozzle" is my current favorite.) I've paid hundreds of dollars and drove several hours out of my way to see Jared and Jensen in Chicago in November two years in a row. I agree to do(mostly legal) things just to get other people to watch the show and spread the word. I realize some people consider this obsessed, and sure, maybe it is. But I still feel like I retain perspective.

Now that that's out there, the rest of this post is about said obsession. :) I give you: ( the lowdown on how I feel about Supernatural and fandom. )

last updated: 22 Feb. 2010

That is all.