its STILL one of those days, i suspect, but i'm moving on through it.

[alwaysenduphere]

I am a daughter, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend.
I am a partner, a student, a young girl, and a grown woman.
I am confident and scared, terrified and excited.
I am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful.
I am sick and tired.
I am shy and friendly and careful and careless.
I am broken and whole.
I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead.
I am hard working and determined.
But a little scared on the inside.
I wish on stars and dream my dreams.
I pray to god and cry my tears.
I smile on the outside, while i'm dying on the inside.
I listen to others who won't listen to me.
I walk on eggshells and i walk on fire.
I believe in passion but not true love.
I love you and i push you away.
I want you but not so close.
I am everything and nothing all at once.
And all i want is for you to love me.