alwaysenduphere: (dean//there's nothing left)
alwaysenduphere ([personal profile] alwaysenduphere) wrote2010-04-01 10:07 pm
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Supernatural momentary reactions.

I NEED A FUCKING HUG. AND A GRIEF COUNSELOR. AND A BOTTLE OF WHISKEY. AND...

SON OF A BITCH, THAT WAS SAD. AND GOOD.

DEAN, BB. I GET IT. I SO DO.

EDIT: UGHHH THINKING ABOUT IT ONLY MAKES IT WORSE. MAKE IT STOPPPPPP. D:
*RUNSS AWAY FROM THE INTERNET, PUTS IN HAPPY MOVIE*

[identity profile] stripedsockscat.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
MOTHERFUCKING FUCK. THAT BROKE MY HEART. SLOWLY. AND IN SEVERAL PLACES.

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
DITTO. FUCK.

[identity profile] xxkezziexx.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
I can't get over the end. My initial reaction was not very nice toward Dean. It's going to take some time before I can understand why he did that. If I ever do.

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
I get it. I do. Sam's memories didn't have Dean in them at all. Dean's hurt, he's lost, and he's got nothing, not even Sam, left to hold onto. I don't blame him.

[identity profile] xxkezziexx.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 01:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Of course Sam's heaven didn't include Dean. They had totally different upbringings. Sam wanted the normal family life; he fought his father (and brother) tooth and nail until Jess died over living his life as a hunter. He never wanted it. So of course his heaven is going to be memories away from that.

It's something this show has been doing quite a lot of and that's making one brother look "good" and one look "bad". Dean's memories were good; Sam's were bad. It's been packaged that way all season. It's annoying because, really, Sam is becoming the show's punching bag. Whenever someone has an issue, it falls back on Sam.

[identity profile] runawaycherie.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
OMG I AM SO BEHIND ON THIS SHOW! I FAIL SO MUCH!

I DON'T MIND SPOILERS... CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED THAT WAS SO SAD?!

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
FAIL. lol.

WELL. I DONT EVEN KNOW IF I CAN PUT IT TO WORDS YET. BRAIN BROKED. But uh. (highlight for text)
Sam and Dean died and went to heaven. Heaven is made up of their memories. Dean's memories are of Mom and Sam. Sam's memories...are times away from Dean. Castiel tells them to find some dude named Joshua, find out about God. Joshua tells them God really doesn't give a shit about them, basically. :D And then they're back alive, Castiel is completely lost, and Dean throws the amulet(!!!) in the trash on the way out the door.

[identity profile] runawaycherie.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
MINDFUCK LOLOL! Oh Dean...

[identity profile] tahirire.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
I get it, too. BUT. BUT.

Good thing Sam was there to pick it back up again.

Shutup, that totally happened.

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sure he did. But that doesn't fix the fact that it happened in the first place. DD:

[identity profile] tahirire.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
SHhhhhhhHHHhhHHhhhhhHhhh, I'm clinging to my imagined silver lining to keep from jumping off a cliff, shhhHHhhhHHhhHHhhhhHHHhh.....

[identity profile] queen-insane.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
/CLINGS TO SAM LIKE A LIFE LINE AND TRIES TO MAKE ALL THE PIECES FIT TOGETHER AGAIN/

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
THE PIECES, THEY IS BROKED. ;/

[identity profile] shiplessheathen.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
Don't worry, bb. I believe in these Winchester's, they'll be okay. If not, there's always the support group.

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
I think that depends on your definition of okay. *clings to support group*

Also, d'awww, Dean's ring is in your icon. I MISS RING. :/

[identity profile] notthebigspoon.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
I cried. And I guess I'm having a hard time understanding the Dean!hate. Sure, what he said was kinda mean but who wouldn't react the same way if they realized that the person they loved most in the world, all their favorite memories didn't include you? I'd bawl.

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
I don't understand it either. I mean, a bit I suppose, because yeah, they are kinda rubbing the whole "poor D:ean" in our faces an awful lot. BUT. I'm sorry, if my ~soul mates~ memories in heaven didn't include me, uh yeah, I'd be feeling more than a little lost and hopeless and would probably throw away that one gift he'd given me that I thought meant everything too.

whoo. anger outta nowhere, homg. see what this show does?

[identity profile] notthebigspoon.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. I can understand people being tired of the 'poor Dean' thing, I guess that's why they're mad. I didn't really notice, it was more like a 'huh' thing for me. But poor Sam... Dean gets all the mommy memories.

Fuck politics, Supernatural is going to be what starts World War Three.

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
Right? Dean gets all the memories of what a family is supposed to mean, while Sam's left scrambling to find out what a normal life is like, thanksgiving with friends, school, and Dean has the right to accuse him of being a douche or whatever? Okay, I get the hate. Whoa. But still. I understand them both, really.

No fucking kidding.

[identity profile] notthebigspoon.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, when you put it like that, I understand the grr more.

Wanna cookie?

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
I still say people are hatin on Dean too much.

YES PLEASE. COMFORT FOOD, I NEEDS IT.

[identity profile] notthebigspoon.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
Completely agreed.

I HAS FROSTED OATMEAL AND CHOCOLATE CHIP.

As a random aside, I eat mustard on my chocolate chip cookies.

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
OOOOH FROSTED OATMEAL PLZ.

I'm not such a fan of choc chip. Although with mustard maybe they'd be delish, idk. I eat pickles with peanut butter, soo.

[identity profile] notthebigspoon.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
LUCKY YOU! I HAS WHOLE PACKAGE!

I tried it on a dare, it was fantastic. And I must try that. Those baby dills are really good in [unmelted] fudge sauce for ice creams.

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
GLORIOUS.

Hmmmm. Ooooh like chocolate-covered pickles? That sounds possibly quite delicious. I just ate the last pickle though, no lie, otherwise I'd probably try it right now. I'm SO HUNGRY even though I've been eating for like the past hour. I think I'm attempting to comfort and failing.

[identity profile] blacklid.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
WWWWWOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWW. ... They are so fucked right now.

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
Right? I don't even. Not like there were easy answers before, but still.

[identity profile] foolishcalling.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
That was SUCH a good episode. So emotional and heart-breaking, and the boys knocked it out of the park.

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
YES. And was it just me, or was Jensen even more pretty than usual, if that's possible?

[identity profile] foolishcalling.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 07:45 am (UTC)(link)
IDEK. I was too busy crying. Maybe your tears made him sparkle? OH NOES!

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 06:30 pm (UTC)(link)
lol NOOOOO NOW I HAVE THIS IMAGE OF SPARKLY VAMPIRE JENSEN. MAKE IT STOOOOPPPPPP.

[identity profile] xxtornxxapartxx.livejournal.com 2010-04-02 11:56 am (UTC)(link)
Oh god, this episode.... My heart, it is in pieces.