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alwaysenduphere ([personal profile] alwaysenduphere) wrote2010-04-16 02:21 pm

the bridge is crossed so stand and watch it burn

Link drops! Mostly meta, which I don't usually read because it makes my brain hurt. And uh, it still made my brain hurt.

The Casifesto - a character study that actually helped make me like Castiel
Don't You See This is What's Going through his head - A Dean Winchester and his feelings meta Less relevant after the 100th episode, but I helped me like last week's more. Not that I would ever doubt Dean, honestly.
Help try and figure out what Dean was writing last night!

SO. How bout them Winchesters? How bout that Nerdy Angel?

I have some thoughts...



EROTICALLY CO-DEPENDENT.
BLOW ME CAS. THE LAST TIME SOMEONE LOOKED AT ME LIKE THAT I GOT LAID.

The shipping in this episode, it is everywhere.

You guys, I downright love Castiel right now. I don't know how it happened, but I do. And dude, Dean/Cas is practically canon, and while Wincest is best (duh) I'm like...okay, that's cool.

This episode let me down a bit (I KNOW I KNOW SHUUUUN SHUUUN). But mostly because I was expecting EPIC for 100th, and while it was good, don't get me wrong, it wans't....EPIC. There wasn't even any music, sadface, or the montage wasn't special. Just a number on the hotel door, boo.

I tried to get drunk, and failed miserably. WHAT EVEN.

Jensen was really pretty in this episode. Like...more pretty even than normal. Especially in the whole "you're not my father" bit at the beginning.

I like Adam. I loved that Adam really really was like Dean. I'd like to see more of the three of them interacting (GASP) but alas, I doubt that'll be possible.

The reflection in Dean's eyes when he killed Zach - which, first of all, he killed the Whore last week, and he, a human, killed Zach this week...GULP. MY "HE'S ALREADY MICHAEL" theory is really knocking me in the face right now. (which would also explain how this show, which NEVER ends on a happy note, ended with a happy note this week) *cough team say yes cough*

Although you know, with the totally upbeat ending, and the SCREW DESTINY IN THE FACE OMG BOYS TOGETHER AGAIN FLAIL, I feel guilty for wanting "we will always end up here. I win so I win" now.

Oh, also, because it's bothering me. The title of this episode - "Point of No Return" - I've seen people say "it's because of the Kansas song." The song by Kansas is titled "Point of KNOW Return." So uh..I'll be over here singing Phantom of the Opera and NOT Kansas, tyvm.

I'd have more thoughts but I'm lazy and tired and need to be getting on my drive home. Being back here at Ball State is both nice and a little heartbreaking. You don't know whatchu got 'till it's gone (so pave paradise and put up a parking lot)


WHATEVER. SUPERNATURAL I WILL FOLLOW YOU UNTIL YOU LOVE ME. DEAN WINCHESTER I WILL FOLLOW YOU BEYOND THAT.

[identity profile] aisalynn.livejournal.com 2010-04-16 06:30 pm (UTC)(link)
HOLD IT HOLD IT.

You were at Ball State??

That's my school! I live in Muncie! :D

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-16 06:33 pm (UTC)(link)
WAIT WHAT REALLY? I JUST MET UP WITH ANOTHER ONE OF MY LJ FRIENDS WHO GOES HERE ([livejournal.com profile] ihearttunny) I AM HERE RIGHT NOW WHERE ARE YOU.
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sorry for popping in here but

[identity profile] aplethora.livejournal.com 2010-04-16 07:18 pm (UTC)(link)
BALL STATE REPRESENT!

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[identity profile] aisalynn.livejournal.com 2010-04-16 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
At my parents house in Lapel, getting ready to be dragged to Castleton, but I'm going out drinking in Muncie with friends tonight, how long will you be there?

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-16 06:58 pm (UTC)(link)
OH SHIT REALLY?? Unfortunately I'm leaving in like an hour. Just drove up to see the episode with friends. :/

[identity profile] aisalynn.livejournal.com 2010-04-16 07:07 pm (UTC)(link)
:( Too bad. Meeting you would have been cool.

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-16 07:11 pm (UTC)(link)
:( Maybe next semester?
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[identity profile] aplethora.livejournal.com 2010-04-16 07:19 pm (UTC)(link)
aww bb! you should have went to class with your friends. you would have remembered REALLY QUICKLY what you didn't like about BSU. ;D

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-16 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Haha, are you kidding me? I totally took a shower with DORM WATER PRESSURE AND HEAT HOMG, and then I downloaded a bunch of shit I'd been holding off on downloading due to even crappier internet. All while watching SPN!

[identity profile] laru-tan-repus.livejournal.com 2010-04-17 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
SAME HERE. My love for SPN and Dean don't die!

I don't think Mike jumped his bones, by the way. I'm sure Dean's fine. IT'S GONNA BE OKAY. <33

[personal profile] radiophile 2010-04-17 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
You're not the only one on Team Say Yes! XD I don't know, I just... Samifer and Michael!Dean d;kfas;ldkhg I WANT TO SEE IT. Even though I know it would RUIN everything that the show has worked to hard to build back up between the brothers, so I guess deep down I don't want it (lol whut) but if they could somehow find a way to make it work, that would me incredible.

Whatever decisions you make, whatever details you alter, we will always end up here. I win, so I win.
Um. This line gave me CHILLS. I want to know if Lucifer was right. I want to know WHY he was so convinced. Lucifer doesn't lie, right? He had to have some reason why he was so sure... Ahhhh idk anymore THIS SHOW /o\

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-19 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
I don't think it would ruin everything they've worked on. Michael and Lucifer ARE essentially brothers and if THEY, in Sam and Dean's bodies, can somehow manage to work out their problems, it'll give Sam and Dean the hope to do so too. Does that make sense? Like...in the end, maybe there doesn't need to be an epic battle.

Lucifer doesn't lie. EXACTLY.

[identity profile] slayerkate.livejournal.com 2010-04-18 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
And we are caught in the fire
the point of no return
So we will walk through the fire
and let it burn


Um, yeah. I'll just be over here, watching ep 100 for the fifth time. I like Adam, too. More, please.

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-19 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
I FEEL DUMB FOR NOT THINKING OF THAT SONG.

[identity profile] slayerkate.livejournal.com 2010-04-19 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
Don't feel dumb! The only reason it keeps going through my head is because I listened to the musical soundtrack before the episode of SPN on Thursday, and I didn't even know the ep title. I don't pay much attention to those.

[identity profile] sparksflyout.livejournal.com 2010-04-18 02:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Ship happy time.

Heh. I was all like "BZUH!?" at "erotically co-dependant" and then LOL'd but then a friend I was watching it with said "he said neurotically.." and I was sadface but then I've listened to it since and am sticking to my intial lulzy reaction; there is not a N in sight.

I like this theory of yours; he's already Michael. Although I doubt Michael would be a'wasting time playing sadface with the girl he wanted to play house with. IDK. I think he'd be 'let us go henceforth with the killing and shit'.

Hee. Gaga. ICWUDT
Edited 2010-04-18 14:16 (UTC)

[identity profile] alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com 2010-04-19 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
I've seen some anti-wincesters trying their hardest to cop to the "HE SAID NEUROTICALLY" line, but I don't think they're convincing anyone.

Yeeahhh...unless Michael became REALLY good at imitating humans between when he was young!John and now, I doubt it too. BUT I HOPE SO.

XD