the club can't even handle me right now

[alwaysenduphere]

OMGOMGOMGOGMGASlkdHFSDKJLFHSDLKFH I CAN'T COHERENCY WHAT IS THAT

THIS SHOW YOU GUYS THIS SHOW I have seriously never been so incoherent after an episode in my life. I think maybe after the crapfest of season 6 I AM JUST SO OVERWHELMED





List of fics I want to write:
Sam/Lucifer
Sam self-harm
Sam/Deanifer

HELP. (or provide me with prompts too, that's cool! [noo i totally don't have 3 other things to write in two weeks.])

Cas though. The ~emotional goodbye with the trenchcoat. I said, "poor Jimmy" and my mom said "who's Jimmy?" Obviously the writers are saying the same thing.

Sam's hallucinations are boss. HALLUCIFER as I've seen people say. MARKSHAAAAAA so glad they got him to come back to the show, and ngl I kinda hope he sticks around for a little while. (it'd probably be too much to ask for canon self-harm and non-con sam/lucifer, right?)

NEED MORE DEANIFER need more of Jensen shifting between roles because oh god the subtlety is so fun to watch. And speaking of acting, JARED'S PUPPY DOG FACE IN THE BEGINNING please Dean stop yelling at your little brother :(((


THAT SCENE. YOU KNOW THE ONE. WITH THE HAND AND THE NON-CON HANDHOLDING AND DEAN IS SAM'S CONSTANT OHMYLORD I CAN'T EVEN THINK ABOUT THIS WITHOUT
&hearts _________ &hearts So much like S1-3 boys. SO MUCH. Slightly miffed there was no hugging but still ohman my heart grew forty sizes in that moment.

Plus we'll always have this.


Also everyone plz go read gypsy_sundays totally awesome fic about Sam's hand!!! ---> Psychalgia

Bobby's house though. DD: But what was that book Dean was holding up, anyone? I thought at first it was supposed to be John's journal and legit screamed in horror, but then realized it didn't really look like it, so WHAT WAS IT? (as a sidenote my mom was doing housework on commercials and she was like, 'just screech when the show comes back' and i responded 'that hasn't been what i've been doing all along?' OMG THE FEELINGSSSS)

The end, tho. Dean's broken leg YOU GOTTA CARRY ME and all I could think of was this: "When you can't run, you crawl, and when you can't crawl, you find someone to carry you." Legit started bawling. That quote forever sticks with me. Fuck you, Firefly and your pain.

Anyway.

So much awesome. I'm posting this now with little coherency and I want to be more coherent I do and I want to say more things and maybe edit this post but I'm posting right now because I've been awake for 29 hours and I called off work so I'm probably just going to crash after watching again and flailing some more.



IN CONCLUSION: WINCHESTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRS I LOVE YOU ALWAYS BUT I LOVE YOUR SHOW AGAIN TOOOOO.

Comments

[micmezle.livejournal.com]

"Sam/Deanifer" <-- That would be some pretty good fiction.

"When you can't run, you crawl, and when you can't crawl, you find someone to carry you."

That's a good line. I especially enjoy that it's a very fitting Whedonverse line. :)

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

Basically I just need ALL THE SAM/LUCIFER is the bottom line here. The bonus is simply Dean's face.

All roads lead to Whedon. <333

[queen-insane.livejournal.com]

NON-CON HANDHOLDING

.....

*WHISTLES BECAUSE SHE KNOWS WHERE THAT IDEA COMES FROM AND SHE SAW THAT THREAD*

BUT YESSSSSSSSSSS ALL OF THIS ALL OF THESE FEELINGS SOME ONE HOLD ME.

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

FUCK YEAH YOU BET I MARKED IT OFF MY CARD.
(I bingo'ed last week though so I didn't pay much attention this week. :P)

[queen-insane.livejournal.com]

DID YOU WIN THIS WEEK?

I WOULD BINGO BUT I'M TO AFRAID I'D LOSE :(

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

Nah, I don't think so. There's a couple that maaaaaaaaybe I could come up with something to Bingo, but eh, over it. I have one win, that's enough!

Aww. :(( Maybe next time!

[queen-insane.livejournal.com]

booooooooooo :(

maybe. If i could get up the courage to type things there and not out myself 24/7

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

ahhh i don't comment much anymore but i just make sure to sometimes type really shitty and sometimes type quite properly so no one can pin me down. CAN'T BE TAMED.

[queen-insane.livejournal.com]

LOLOLOLOLOL YESSSS.

[jacyevans.livejournal.com]

I think maybe after the crapfest of season 6 I AM JUST SO OVERWHELMED

Pretty sure this has a lot to do with it. Also, IT WAS EMOTIONAL, OKAY? AND NO ONE CAN TELL ME OTHERWISE.

I WANT TO WRITE BONDED!BOYS (I am writing bonded!boys. WINCESTY. BONDED. BOYS. what the ever-loving fuck?

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

OH GOD IT WAS SO EMOTIONAL BOYYYYYS I seriously haven't felt this way about an episode since watching Season two in one night. I JUST WANT IT ALL AND I WANT IT NOW PLEASE DON'T STOP.

PLEASE TELL ME MORE. NOW. WRITE FASTER.

[jacyevans.livejournal.com]

YES, THIS YES. I marathoned s1-s3 in a week while my parents were on vacation. I was pretty much a wreck by the end of it.

If you beta for me, I can send it to you for a preview :D /bribery (or, er, the first one anyway [first one *headdesk*])

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

Yep, I watched up to Jus in Bello in a little over three days, skipped class, didn't sleep, whole nine. INSANITY.

Why I will totally accept this bribery with arms wide open. Or you know, email inboxes. ^.^

[jacyevans.livejournal.com]

LOL I slept, just probably not as much as usual. Luckily it was the summer, so I didn't need to worry about work :D

Sending... nao :D

[lesson-in-love.livejournal.com]

"When you can't run, you crawl, and when you can't crawl, you find someone to carry you."
THIS. THAT WAS ALL I CAN THINK OF. STUPID FIREFLY. ;______;

Poor Jimmy Novak. In some aspects, that guy is probably more tragic than a Winchester.

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

OH GOOD IT WASN'T JUST ME oh lord i made one of those awkward hitched sobbing noises and tears fell and everything and it was embarrassing because my parents were like ARE YOU OKAY and I had to be all I JUST LOVE THEM SO MU MU MUCH.

I think that might actually be where the Jimmy appeal comes from. I never really understood his staying power and why he wasn't just another throwaway character like Ruby's meatsuit but I guess it's because a)he has Misha's face and b)he really does just get the shitty end of the stick on even the Winchester spectrum

[radiophile]

A;SKDFJ;ALSDF;LKHGKAS;DKLHFHJGK

I CAN'T

WORDS

AS;DKLFLKHG SO MANY FEELINGS

THIS SHOW IS GOOD AGAIN AND OH GOD SOBBING

BRB I'M GOING TO GO REWATCH FIFTY MORE TIMES OKAY BYE


P.S. Eee thanks for the rec, bb :'D ♥

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

I HAVE WATCHED IT THREE TIMES ALREADYYYY. AIN'T EVEN BOVVERED SHAKING AND CRYING ETC ETC

I'd love to save it to Delicious so maybe more people would see it BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE DELICIOUS IS A HIDEOUS DYSFUNCTIONAL CRAPHOLE ;_____________;