the club can't even handle me right now

[alwaysenduphere]

OMGOMGOMGOGMGASlkdHFSDKJLFHSDLKFH I CAN'T COHERENCY WHAT IS THAT

THIS SHOW YOU GUYS THIS SHOW I have seriously never been so incoherent after an episode in my life. I think maybe after the crapfest of season 6 I AM JUST SO OVERWHELMED





List of fics I want to write:
Sam/Lucifer
Sam self-harm
Sam/Deanifer

HELP. (or provide me with prompts too, that's cool! [noo i totally don't have 3 other things to write in two weeks.])

Cas though. The ~emotional goodbye with the trenchcoat. I said, "poor Jimmy" and my mom said "who's Jimmy?" Obviously the writers are saying the same thing.

Sam's hallucinations are boss. HALLUCIFER as I've seen people say. MARKSHAAAAAA so glad they got him to come back to the show, and ngl I kinda hope he sticks around for a little while. (it'd probably be too much to ask for canon self-harm and non-con sam/lucifer, right?)

NEED MORE DEANIFER need more of Jensen shifting between roles because oh god the subtlety is so fun to watch. And speaking of acting, JARED'S PUPPY DOG FACE IN THE BEGINNING please Dean stop yelling at your little brother :(((


THAT SCENE. YOU KNOW THE ONE. WITH THE HAND AND THE NON-CON HANDHOLDING AND DEAN IS SAM'S CONSTANT OHMYLORD I CAN'T EVEN THINK ABOUT THIS WITHOUT
&hearts _________ &hearts So much like S1-3 boys. SO MUCH. Slightly miffed there was no hugging but still ohman my heart grew forty sizes in that moment.

Plus we'll always have this.


Also everyone plz go read gypsy_sundays totally awesome fic about Sam's hand!!! ---> Psychalgia

Bobby's house though. DD: But what was that book Dean was holding up, anyone? I thought at first it was supposed to be John's journal and legit screamed in horror, but then realized it didn't really look like it, so WHAT WAS IT? (as a sidenote my mom was doing housework on commercials and she was like, 'just screech when the show comes back' and i responded 'that hasn't been what i've been doing all along?' OMG THE FEELINGSSSS)

The end, tho. Dean's broken leg YOU GOTTA CARRY ME and all I could think of was this: "When you can't run, you crawl, and when you can't crawl, you find someone to carry you." Legit started bawling. That quote forever sticks with me. Fuck you, Firefly and your pain.

Anyway.

So much awesome. I'm posting this now with little coherency and I want to be more coherent I do and I want to say more things and maybe edit this post but I'm posting right now because I've been awake for 29 hours and I called off work so I'm probably just going to crash after watching again and flailing some more.



IN CONCLUSION: WINCHESTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRS I LOVE YOU ALWAYS BUT I LOVE YOUR SHOW AGAIN TOOOOO.

Comments

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

Yep, I watched up to Jus in Bello in a little over three days, skipped class, didn't sleep, whole nine. INSANITY.

Why I will totally accept this bribery with arms wide open. Or you know, email inboxes. ^.^

[jacyevans.livejournal.com]

LOL I slept, just probably not as much as usual. Luckily it was the summer, so I didn't need to worry about work :D

Sending... nao :D