turn and face the change ch-ch-changes

[alwaysenduphere]

darkmerrick -----> alwaysenduphere

As in, "Whatever you do, you will always end up here. Whatever choices you make, whatever details you alter, we will always end up...here." (that's Samifer in Supernatural 5.04 if you live under a rock. :P)

So weird. I've been darkmerrick for friggin ever, since before I got this journal in '04 even. It's a big thing. People won't know who I am, wibble.


In other news, my dad totaled his car today while in Terre Haute and broke his wrist. I'm not sure of the details yet.

My mom called to tell me while I was at work and I was freaking out. I was already stressed because Sonja had left me EVERYTHING to do, stuff that the 1st shift person was supposed to do but since it was her, nothing got done.

Long story short, I yelled at her and then stormed out, and I really don't think I want to go back. Harry's such a nice guy, though, and I hate to disappoint him. He just left me a voicemail, I'm afraid to listen to it because I know I'll cave and go back. What to do, what to do.

Comments

[dawnintheforest.livejournal.com]

People will acclimate to the change of username soon enough. Don't worry. I think it's great that you dared take the step. I've had mine for about as long, and have also been playing around with the idea. I'm just so indecisive that I figure I'll wait until a new one 'comes to me'.

I hope your Dad is alright! Lucky that it was no more than a broken wrist! Sucks about the car though... : /

This work thing... I wish I knew what advice to give you!

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

Yeah, 'cuz otherwise I'm forever gonna think 'dawn' before i think 'caroline' lolol. HOWEVER IF YOU DO, be warned: images from your scrapbook do not change with your namechange. They disappear. :| asldj;f

Yeah. :/

ITS SUCH DRAMA UGH.

[dawnintheforest.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the warning. I haven't started using the scrapbook function yet, so that wouldn't be an issue right now. I'm a bit conflicted about my username. I still really love the sound of "dawnintheforest", but I also would really love to have a name that reflected my obsession with SPN. Especially since I'd say at least 50% of what I write about on my journal is about the show, and I don't see that changing for a long while. Plus, like you, I've had this "dawnintheforest" for (nearly) 6 years! And of course, there is the worry about the number of people on my flist who won't recognize me anymore after the change despite a post like this one. Yet, if I do it I would do it anyways - since the people on my flist who really matter are those who have spoken to me enough to not have that issue.

Sorry, ended up rambling there.

[heartsonwings.livejournal.com]

that's a great name!

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

thanks. i still see 'alway send u phere' when i look at it, though. takes some getting used to, lol!

[diner]

ACK I'm sorry about your dad!!!!!
♥

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

Yeah. :/ He's pretty tough though, but he can't drive anywhere or anything now and we only have two cars now. It stinks. It + job stress = no fun.

[wandersfound.livejournal.com]

I like your new username! I'm sure I'll always read it as alway send up here, but close enough. XD

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

Haha, yeah I read it like that too, whoops. :P

[build-the-moon.livejournal.com]

Ugh, sorry about your dad and work issues. Extra stress blows.

OMFG I LOVE YOUR NEW USER NAME. Fucking LOVE it. I love Samifer in that episode so, so much. Sighs.

<3

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

YES OMG a;ldskjf.

I so hardcore love that episode it's not even funny. s'why estarmuerta and i created a comm just for it. :P

[build-the-moon.livejournal.com]

I totes didn't realize you started that comm. How awesome!

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

Haha yep, that was us. There can never be enough stuff about that episode. :P

[albeitslowly.livejournal.com]

I like it! I like it! Hey Mikey! Oops, wrong commercial. :P

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

You know, I have never actually seen a Life cereal commercial? How odd.

:D

[albeitslowly.livejournal.com]

Sadly, I'm old enough to remember not only when they originally aired, but when they brought them back a decade or so later, after Mikey was all growed up. :S

[thegrlwhowaited.livejournal.com]

Hehe. Now you changed you're username.:P it is the season to change LJ names.

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

Seriously. I didn't realize they'd gone up in price though. 15 bucks is a little extreme!

[thegrlwhowaited.livejournal.com]

I know. I thought I just had by five dollars in tokens so I could... get rename token. Only to find out I still had pay 15 dollars. So I ended up spending 20 dollars.

[http://users.livejournal.com/handshakes_/]

the last time i remember debating a name change was when i could get it for free because of the underscore in my name. i bet they dont do that anymore. fifteen bucks is a little bit steep for my likes!

[crystalchain.livejournal.com]

Omg so many people are changing their names. I'm all confused, lol. But I do like yours ♥

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

Haha I know what you mean, I get confused when I look at my friends list a lot. I'll have to keep reminding people here and there. And thanks! <3

[areyousaved.livejournal.com]

Love the new name!

Sorry bout your dad, hope he recovers quickly! And blah job stress, I feel you girl.

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

Thanks!

ughhhhhhhhhh yeah.

[shiplessheathen.livejournal.com]

Looooove it. That's one of my favorite scenes in the history of Supernatch. "I win, so. I win."

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

Haha yeah, I have such a hard-on for that episode. S'why me and getyourguns made an lj comm just for it. (spn_the_end) /pimp

the username iwinsoiwin was already taken, so i picked this one, lol. actually commenting to iwinsoiwin the other day made me decide to change mine, ironically.

[xxtornxxapartxx.livejournal.com]

I like the new name. Probably gonna take a while to get used to it though.

Oh man, I hope your dad is alright <3

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

OH yeah. I'm gonna read it as 'always send you here' for forever.

Thanks! He's okay, just bummed. <3

[j-boo-bubbles.livejournal.com]

Is your dad ok? sorry to hear that. Just do what i do on my days off, have someone else listen to your voicemail, so then you don't feel obligated to call them back. DON'T GO BACK BABE!!!

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

Yeah, just his wrist is fucked.

I didn't call, but I went back and worked what I was scheduled, responsibly. They're already shorthanded by two people, so. She didn't say a word to me today, like a petulant child. Its ridiculous.