this.

[alwaysenduphere]

~"If something bad happens, I cross that bridge when I come to it, whether it's a broken bridge or a golden bridge."
Jensen Ackles from the Venice magazine article

The motto I'm currently living by.


Supernatural got the early renewal for season five. *fist pump* Means I can be an insane fangirl for another year, no excuses needed. I can't believe Smallville and One Tree Hill are still going, though. Guess it shows a show can survive even if cast member start disappearing.

Thoroughly the most stressed I've ever been. Hiatus is still on, at least until Thursday evening, for sure. Just popping in to shine out what little light I have keeping me going. I hope everyone had a nice Mardi Gras today/yesterday, since it's now after midnight.

/edit: new layout. new profile: darkmerrick.
crimson_rainbow got a matching change, too, but nothing new posted. :/ my brainz is brokenz.

Comments

[dawnintheforest.livejournal.com]

P.S. *LOL* Just HAD to add - 'cause I only just noticed - completely coincidentally, the fic-header/art uses that picture as well! Small world/fandom haha!

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

lol. I love "and shameless use of Chad Michael Murray as a reasonable guy." Little longer than I usually prefer to read, but since the essay from hell is currently awaiting a proofreader, I got time. Plus I do enjoy me some non-AU J2.

[dawnintheforest.livejournal.com]

I stayed up REALLY late last night to finish it. I loved it! I wish all fics were written that well. Have you read it? It's an intense emotional rollercoaster is all I'll say for now. It's really stuck with me too.

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

I started to, then kind of skimmed through it. I didn't hold my interest. I'm really picky about my Angsty Jensen, and that just wasn't doin for me. :/ I

t's great how some stories stay in your head after you read them, though. I find myself bringing them up in conversation from time to time, and then usually getting funny looks. Although not always.

[dawnintheforest.livejournal.com]

Mm, yea that's understandable.
The second chapter nearly lost me, 'cause it was so different from the first one.
Both of the boys kind of fluctuated in this story. I can't really explain it better than that. I'd be with them 100% for a while, and then that would ebb, only to return again.
And yeah, this Angsty-Jensen was almost beyond angst. He was pretty much a closed-off train-wreck for at least the first half.

What's a Angsty-Jensen fic that you really like? I'm totally fishing for more rec's! : D

[alwaysenduphere.livejournal.com]

You know...sigh. I hate it when people ask me for recs, because I suck at the organizing and I read so much and save so little that I never know what to tell people. :/

You ARE in luck, though, because I just sorted through my bookmarks, and there's ONE...just one, that I loved and saved so far. <a href="http://felisblanco.livejournal.com/672910.html'> In a Mirror Distorted. </a> It's got angsty anorexic Jensen, and it's kind of AU, in the way of giving details that may not exist, but it's still Jen and Jay. But something about that one just makes me love it.

[dawnintheforest.livejournal.com]

I'm only semi-organized with fics. I think I have the opposite problem of being a little over-zealous in the "saving to my memories" department.
Thank you for the rec, if I wasn't volunteering starting at 10 am tomorrow I would start reading it straight away. I'm still scratching my head as to why I agreed on such an early hour when it takes an hour to get there... And normally I have no class on Fridays...
We'll discuss after I've read it. : )