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I keep meaning to post these here and forgetting. Ta-da.

title:the red, it filters through
summary/prompt:There's an old John Carpenter movie where hell exists on the other side of the mirrors. Hell is what Dean sees every time he looks into a mirror. Hell is what's staring back at him and he's not sure, as he reaches out his hand, if he's straining to reach it again or to push it away. He breaks a lot of mirrors, with his hands, with his head even, trying to find out or maybe trying to get back.
rating: r
warnings: torture/imagery
notes: gen, 173 words. title from a Chevelle lyric.
( the red, it filters through )



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title: fool me twice
summary/prompt: Almost ten years ago Neal Caffrey made a deal at a crossroads. What he doesn't know is that his hellhound already found him. Or that they can look human.
rating: PG
pairing: Neal/Kate
notes: A White Collar/Supernatural crossover. 458 words.

( fool me twice, shame on me. )

SO HIII. Obviously I'm home and shit, if you couldn't tell by the influx of comments on some of your journals. I did make it through 5 days worth of LJ entries, someone give me a fucking medal. I didn't comment a lot, but I did comment.

I couldn't deal with the hotel's slow wireless combined with my slow old fogie of a laptop so I just barely got by. HOMG it is SO HARD not to see twitter all the time. I'm sure I missed so many amazing tweets. But yeah.

BEST. WEEKEND. OF MY LIFE. Which is what I said last year at Chicon but this weekend...omg how do you top suprise!Jensen fucking Ackles. And so many fucking awesome people I met this weekend! It got to where I couldn't even keep track. I should've carried around a little notebook or something because I can't remember everyone's names/LJ names to look them up on The Google. (Also I have a ridiculous amount of inside jokes now. The sheer number rivals the size of Matt Cohen's penis.)

OKAY WELL YOU ALL KNOW WHAT HAPPENED because for once Creation was not douchey and let people record glorious footage. Sweeeet glorious footage. I actually already watched a bunch of agt_spooky's vids again and discovered there were things I'd missed, especially during the J2M panel because I was laughing so goddamned hard.

I will make a post with my memories and favorites and highlights and whatnot...at a later date. This one is for pretty pictures. I didn't actually take but a handful of my own pics b/c I figured ppl w/far better quality camera than me would be sharing and caring after the con. I thought wolfpup2000 would be there, but apparently she had a family emergency and was not. So hopefully someone else took equally amazing photos like she usually does. Especially of their shoes and jewelry.

( Photo Ops & Autos under here! ) So there's that. Now I'm going to bed as I've had about 4 hours of sleep per night since Thursday morning and I honestly don't know how my body is still going. It's also really confused to be sober for the whole day, I think. I've had a headache since I got going. But that could just have been from all the screaming children. (Oh PS I substitute teached...taught at the elementary school today. First day on the job. Were we that crazy as 1st/2nd/3rd graders? I somehow think not.)

So anyway. GOODNIGHT. I MISS ALL OF YOU #CHICON FOLKS DEARLY, crimsonkitty88, dauntdraws, uglyduckling_me, crackedeggie, aplethora, unreckless, karabou, vehiclesshockme, toolazytowork, slayerkate, dugindeep, gembat, _mournthewicked, ibroketuesday, quantum_speck, woodstarling, cullencharm, crawleysnakes and my god I don't even remember everyone's usernames tbqh. But I miss you all. Hell I miss people I never even got introduced to, lol.

Title: Incident
Rating: G
Characters: Sid the neighbor, his wife, Lisa and Dean.
Warnings: mentions of canon character death. spoilers for 6.01.
Notes: 1071 words. 2nd person pov, as per my usual. This is what happens when you listen too closely to the musings of other people. :P To crimsonkitty88 for putting the idea in my head and blacklid for the bit about baseball bats. I hope you don't mind that I used it.
Summary:
Over $2.50 pints of beer at Jonesys, Dean tells you his brother saved the world. You've known him nearly a year and it's the first time you hear him say Sam's name.

( whee )

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I'm on episode 1.04 of White Collar right now. I know I'm behind, but I'll catch up. :)

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Also, in regards to livejournal's stupidity, please go vote in THIS poll: It HAS been seen by members of the LJ staff; I am not sure the one linked in my previous post has.

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There's a very good write-up of the private Q & A of Vancon here with some seriously adorable parts. Oh Jared you are too precious for this world. Vague spoilers though.

title:the end of nothing
rating: pg-13
characters: sam, dean.
warnings: suicide and lack of coherency
summary: (lifetime after lifetime, pushing, pulling, yet no escaping.)
notes: 830 words. for dauntdraws - this isn't remotely what you described, because i couldn't remember it at all. but this is what stuck with me. perhaps i can do better justice of your idea some other time, if you'd like. to everyone else - idek what this is.

( every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end. )

Sooo, episode codas are not something I usually write. Who am I kidding, writing is not some I usually do often. And yet here we are. Unbeta'ed, written on impulse, and now...posted. Meep.

Title: Movin' On
Character: Dean Winchester
Rating: PG
Summary: Obviously you've never been good at letting go.
Notes: coda to 5.22. 1,111 words. possible misuse of second person point of view. title slightly inspired by the Bad Company song of the same name.

(  I get up in the morning and it's just another day. Pack up my belongings, I've got to get away. )

Title: right as rain
Character: Dean Winchester
Rating: PG
Summary: Sam would tell you to pull over. You think maybe even Dad would. He'd say something like, "I didn't give you this car so you could turn around and test out how well it hydroplanes."
Notes: 904 words. So I wanted to write something about Dean's birthday, on his birthday. Ta-da. Written for prompt 05 of my spn_30snapshots table.

( All the days in the last few months have pretty much bled from one hunt into another. )

Current submission post opens tomorrow, whenever me or lotrabc gets around to it.


So, here's what I figure. Fandom!secrets gets pretty swamped with Supernatural secrets anymore, and instead of showing our fandom crazy to the gen pop of that community, we can moreso keep it all in the family, if you know what I'm sayin' sayin'. So there's my logic for taking over the comm. If you'd please, spread the word. :)

So yeah, Sunday the big day. Gotta admit, I was pretty exhausted by this point, so I definitely missed some of the little nuances that made it so perfect.

( Supernatural Chicago Con 2009, Sunday )

I really don't want to make a ridiculous reaction post for Supernatural, because it literally would be full of "AHAHAHAHAHAHA KEYSMASH LOLOLOOL LMAO *wibble* OH, DEAN. OH, SAM..." You get the point. But ANYWAY...

( JACKPOT )


In other news:
Today after we ate Olive Garden (MMM SHRIMP MEZZALUNA) we saw a billboard where the board part was upside down. It was quite entertaining. Bad picture quality here.

Where the Wild Things Are made me cry in like 4 different places. I don't know how I feel about it.

V was...interesting. I was just all HEEEE ALAN TUDYK.

*bites nails about Chicago Convention* My preffered tickets came in the mail this week. But I haven't heard from the girl about the silver tickets... And when do Photo Ops come?

I think the internet may have caught on fire last night or something? IDK IDK, but I don't have it at home right now. Which is sad faces for me. But maybe I'll get something done? I could show you the list of things I need to do, but uh. I still need to make it...

And now I'm being kicked out because someone has a job and has to work in the morning. IDK what that means.