alwaysenduphere: (cas&dean//suicide commandos)
title: One First, One Last
pairing: 2014!Dean/2009!Castiel
rating: NC-17
warnings: knifeplay, bloodplay, rough sex
summary: Castiel doesn't like to hurt but he will do whatever he can so that Dean Winchester hurts less.
notes: ~2300 words. Written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn from the prompt: “Because it would be kind of sad and fucked up if that Dean was the one who rid Cas of his virginity. A million bonus points for shotgunning and/or knife/gunplay.” Originally posted here.

one first, one last )
alwaysenduphere: (cas&dean//suicide commandos)
title: One First, One Last
pairing: 2014!Dean/2009!Castiel
rating: NC-17
warnings: knifeplay, bloodplay, rough sex
summary: Castiel doesn't like to hurt but he will do whatever he can so that Dean Winchester hurts less.
notes: ~2300 words. Written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn from the prompt: “Because it would be kind of sad and fucked up if that Dean was the one who rid Cas of his virginity. A million bonus points for shotgunning and/or knife/gunplay.” Originally posted here.

one first, one last )
alwaysenduphere: (cas&dean//suicide commandos)
title: One First, One Last
pairing: 2014!Dean/2009!Castiel
rating: NC-17
warnings: knifeplay, bloodplay, rough sex
summary: Castiel doesn't like to hurt but he will do whatever he can so that Dean Winchester hurts less.
notes: ~2300 words. Written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn from the prompt: “Because it would be kind of sad and fucked up if that Dean was the one who rid Cas of his virginity. A million bonus points for shotgunning and/or knife/gunplay.” Originally posted here.

one first, one last )
alwaysenduphere: (sam//relevant to my interests)
COME ON, LJ. *crosses fingers*

title: hands of time only rule this chapter
pairing: sam/dean
rating: r
warnings: self harm, h/c ending pushing heavy on schmoop
summary: You can't force an addict to stop, Sam knows this better than anyone.
notes: ~1000 words. written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn from the prompt: "Sam finds out that Dean is self-harming as a coping mechanism, and this leads to oodles of angst and hugging and possibly desperate sex." Originally posted here.

hands of time only rule this chapter )
alwaysenduphere: (sam//relevant to my interests)
COME ON, LJ. *crosses fingers*

title: hands of time only rule this chapter
pairing: sam/dean
rating: r
warnings: self harm, h/c ending pushing heavy on schmoop
summary: You can't force an addict to stop, Sam knows this better than anyone.
notes: ~1000 words. written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn from the prompt: "Sam finds out that Dean is self-harming as a coping mechanism, and this leads to oodles of angst and hugging and possibly desperate sex." Originally posted here.

hands of time only rule this chapter )
alwaysenduphere: (sam//relevant to my interests)
COME ON, LJ. *crosses fingers*

title: hands of time only rule this chapter
pairing: sam/dean
rating: r
warnings: self harm, h/c ending pushing heavy on schmoop
summary: You can't force an addict to stop, Sam knows this better than anyone.
notes: ~1000 words. written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn from the prompt: "Sam finds out that Dean is self-harming as a coping mechanism, and this leads to oodles of angst and hugging and possibly desperate sex." Originally posted here.

hands of time only rule this chapter )
alwaysenduphere: (dean//today's the day to say okay)
LJ won't let me make an actual post longer than a few hundred words, so we'll just go with this.

title: Undeserving
pairing: demon!Dean/Castiel
rating: NC-17
warnings: torture, knifeplay, bloodplay
summary/prompt: Castiel is overpowered by Hell's forces in the attempt to rescue Dean. He's given to Dean to be tortured and punished, but even though the human part of him reels at tearing apart such a pretty angel, he can't help but get off on it. However it happens, Castiel is in love with the man that gives him pain, and Dean loves the angel who screams out in agony how much Dean deserves to be saved.
notes: 570 words. Playing around with formatting. Written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn and originally posted here.

undeserving )
alwaysenduphere: (dean//today's the day to say okay)
LJ won't let me make an actual post longer than a few hundred words, so we'll just go with this.

title: Undeserving
pairing: demon!Dean/Castiel
rating: NC-17
warnings: torture, knifeplay, bloodplay
summary/prompt: Castiel is overpowered by Hell's forces in the attempt to rescue Dean. He's given to Dean to be tortured and punished, but even though the human part of him reels at tearing apart such a pretty angel, he can't help but get off on it. However it happens, Castiel is in love with the man that gives him pain, and Dean loves the angel who screams out in agony how much Dean deserves to be saved.
notes: 570 words. Playing around with formatting. Written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn and originally posted here.

undeserving )
alwaysenduphere: (dean//today's the day to say okay)
LJ won't let me make an actual post longer than a few hundred words, so we'll just go with this.

title: Undeserving
pairing: demon!Dean/Castiel
rating: NC-17
warnings: torture, knifeplay, bloodplay
summary/prompt: Castiel is overpowered by Hell's forces in the attempt to rescue Dean. He's given to Dean to be tortured and punished, but even though the human part of him reels at tearing apart such a pretty angel, he can't help but get off on it. However it happens, Castiel is in love with the man that gives him pain, and Dean loves the angel who screams out in agony how much Dean deserves to be saved.
notes: 570 words. Playing around with formatting. Written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn and originally posted here.

undeserving )
alwaysenduphere: (sam and ruby//demon beside you)

title: The Waiting Unknown
pairing: Dean/Ruby, Sam/Ruby peripherally
rating: NC-17
warnings: knife play, blood play, mentions of hell, sex, violence, etc etc.
summary: Dean Winchester is a man a demon should be afraid of, not one a demon should comfort. But you try anyway.
notes: ~4000 words. Written for [livejournal.com profile] jacyevans over at [livejournal.com profile] spn_rambleon, who requested "Write me Dean/Ruby. Anything. Really." And so I did. Set between 4.16 and 4.17. Title/cut-text from Green Day, bwahaha.




Are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown. )

alwaysenduphere: (sam and ruby//demon beside you)

title: The Waiting Unknown
pairing: Dean/Ruby, Sam/Ruby peripherally
rating: NC-17
warnings: knife play, blood play, mentions of hell, sex, violence, etc etc.
summary: Dean Winchester is a man a demon should be afraid of, not one a demon should comfort. But you try anyway.
notes: ~4000 words. Written for [livejournal.com profile] jacyevans over at [livejournal.com profile] spn_rambleon, who requested "Write me Dean/Ruby. Anything. Really." And so I did. Set between 4.16 and 4.17. Title/cut-text from Green Day, bwahaha.




Are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown. )

alwaysenduphere: (sam and ruby//demon beside you)

title: The Waiting Unknown
pairing: Dean/Ruby, Sam/Ruby peripherally
rating: NC-17
warnings: knife play, blood play, mentions of hell, sex, violence, etc etc.
summary: Dean Winchester is a man a demon should be afraid of, not one a demon should comfort. But you try anyway.
notes: ~4000 words. Written for [livejournal.com profile] jacyevans over at [livejournal.com profile] spn_rambleon, who requested "Write me Dean/Ruby. Anything. Really." And so I did. Set between 4.16 and 4.17. Title/cut-text from Green Day, bwahaha.




Are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown. )

alwaysenduphere: (dean//jensen//a prayer on my knees)
title: holding on to what I haven’t got
rating: R
characters: Dean, Sam, Bobby.
warnings: Character Death. Angst. Second-person pov. Also, Sam and Dean share a bed but not in a sexual way.
summary: Sometimes things happen for a reason. Something bad to force something good.
notes: ~2700 words. In its simplest form, an AU of the first two seasons. Written for [livejournal.com profile] spn_cinema and based on the movie Life as a House. (Oh god this is the saddest thing I’ve ever written is it pathetic to cry at your own fic? Because I did.) Title from a Linkin Park song, of all things, that popped into my head at an unfortunate time and shockingly actually fit this thing pretty well. So there’s that. Many thanks to [livejournal.com profile] prairiedays for looking over this and leaving wonderful critique and comments. <3

Sometimes things happen for a reason. Something bad to force something good. )
alwaysenduphere: (dean//jensen//a prayer on my knees)
title: holding on to what I haven’t got
rating: R
characters: Dean, Sam, Bobby.
warnings: Character Death. Angst. Second-person pov. Also, Sam and Dean share a bed but not in a sexual way.
summary: Sometimes things happen for a reason. Something bad to force something good.
notes: ~2700 words. In its simplest form, an AU of the first two seasons. Written for [livejournal.com profile] spn_cinema and based on the movie Life as a House. (Oh god this is the saddest thing I’ve ever written is it pathetic to cry at your own fic? Because I did.) Title from a Linkin Park song, of all things, that popped into my head at an unfortunate time and shockingly actually fit this thing pretty well. So there’s that. Many thanks to [livejournal.com profile] prairiedays for looking over this and leaving wonderful critique and comments. <3

Sometimes things happen for a reason. Something bad to force something good. )
alwaysenduphere: (dean//jensen//a prayer on my knees)
title: holding on to what I haven’t got
rating: R
characters: Dean, Sam, Bobby.
warnings: Character Death. Angst. Second-person pov. Also, Sam and Dean share a bed but not in a sexual way.
summary: Sometimes things happen for a reason. Something bad to force something good.
notes: ~2700 words. In its simplest form, an AU of the first two seasons. Written for [livejournal.com profile] spn_cinema and based on the movie Life as a House. (Oh god this is the saddest thing I’ve ever written is it pathetic to cry at your own fic? Because I did.) Title from a Linkin Park song, of all things, that popped into my head at an unfortunate time and shockingly actually fit this thing pretty well. So there’s that. Many thanks to [livejournal.com profile] prairiedays for looking over this and leaving wonderful critique and comments. <3

Sometimes things happen for a reason. Something bad to force something good. )
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title: a sordid affair
fandom: shameless (us)
pairing: lip/ian
rating: pg-13
summary: You haven't decided which hurts worse, the fact that he thinks you're gutless or that he's the first person to ever call you gay out loud and he says it like it's a joke, like it's something he can't believe, won't believe.
notes: 1124 words. second person and lots of run-ons. hey look, incest in a different fandom, oh deeeeer. for [livejournal.com profile] wandersfound.

a sordid affair )
alwaysenduphere: (Default)
title: a sordid affair
fandom: shameless (us)
pairing: lip/ian
rating: pg-13
summary: You haven't decided which hurts worse, the fact that he thinks you're gutless or that he's the first person to ever call you gay out loud and he says it like it's a joke, like it's something he can't believe, won't believe.
notes: 1124 words. second person and lots of run-ons. hey look, incest in a different fandom, oh deeeeer. for [livejournal.com profile] wandersfound.

a sordid affair )
alwaysenduphere: (Default)
title: a sordid affair
fandom: shameless (us)
pairing: lip/ian
rating: pg-13
summary: You haven't decided which hurts worse, the fact that he thinks you're gutless or that he's the first person to ever call you gay out loud and he says it like it's a joke, like it's something he can't believe, won't believe.
notes: 1124 words. second person and lots of run-ons. hey look, incest in a different fandom, oh deeeeer. for [livejournal.com profile] wandersfound.

a sordid affair )
alwaysenduphere: (cas&dean//suicide commandos)
title: you never had a chance
pairing: dean/castiel. don't look at me like that.
rating: nc-17
warnings: massive angstfest, spoilers for 6.20
notes: ~2900 words, good lord. castiel in the second person is kinda hard, man, my apologies to my twitter followers for the running commentary. coda for "The Man Who Would Be King". mumble mumble insert something about a rushed ending here. for [livejournal.com profile] wandersfound who gave me the original prompt that i slapped on as a title and twisted for my own means, and [livejournal.com profile] aplethora for telling me my cas actually sounded like cas, and because i told her i'd write her something.
summary: You find you still enjoy it when Dean says things to you that you know he wouldn't dare confess to others. "I miss having you around all the time," he says. You don't know what to say to that. You miss being around all the time, but freedom means sacrifices.

freedom don't mean nothing if it ain't free )
alwaysenduphere: (cas&dean//suicide commandos)
title: you never had a chance
pairing: dean/castiel. don't look at me like that.
rating: nc-17
warnings: massive angstfest, spoilers for 6.20
notes: ~2900 words, good lord. castiel in the second person is kinda hard, man, my apologies to my twitter followers for the running commentary. coda for "The Man Who Would Be King". mumble mumble insert something about a rushed ending here. for [livejournal.com profile] wandersfound who gave me the original prompt that i slapped on as a title and twisted for my own means, and [livejournal.com profile] aplethora for telling me my cas actually sounded like cas, and because i told her i'd write her something.
summary: You find you still enjoy it when Dean says things to you that you know he wouldn't dare confess to others. "I miss having you around all the time," he says. You don't know what to say to that. You miss being around all the time, but freedom means sacrifices.

freedom don't mean nothing if it ain't free )

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