|★|we make our own future|★|

title: We Will Be Victorious
fandoms: Supernatural/The Hunger Games
rating: PG-13
warnings: uh, child violence, offscreen character death
summary: "Let them have their show," Dean said to Sam, the night before the Games started. "You kill me, I kill you, it doesn't matter. They'll never have us," he whispered in Sam's ear.
notes: ~750 words, second and third person pov, intentional indentation. idek. I couldn't decide how I wanted to mesh Sam and Dean into THG so everything is intentionally vague as to avoid having to actually come up with a plot. I think my natural default when I get involved in new things is to figure out a way to cross them over with Supernatural. /shrug. Originally this was going to be longer, but I got tired of staring at it on my desktop, so. It is what it is. Unbetaed, title/cut text from Muse.

( we should never be afraid to die )

I'm trying to do this posting more often thing. Obviously by supplementing memes in a lot instead of real information. OH WELL.

Memes from lesson_in_love!

Tell me you want to play and I'll pick up to three of your fandoms. Then update your journal and answer the following questions:

1. What got you into this fandom in the first place?
2. Do you think you'll stay in this fandom or eventually move on?
3. Favorite episodes/books/movies, etc?
4. Do you participate in this fandom (fanfiction, graphics, discussions)?
5. Do you think more people should get into this fandom?

( Supernatural, Doctor Who, Queer as Folk )

1. Reply to this post with "I LOVE EVERYONE IN THIS MORALLY DEPRAVED BAR" and I will pick five (or maybe ten!) of your icons.
2. Make a post (including the meme info) and talk about the icons I chose.
3. Other people can then comment to you and make their own posts.
4. This will create a never-ending cycle of icon glee.

( icons! )

title: if it hurts, we’re doing it to ourselves.
pairings/characters: implied Dean/Alastair, implied Sam/Lucifer
warnings: torture, implied self-harm, dark themes, etc etc everything that goes along with Alastair and hell.
rating: R
summary: You haven't seen him in awhile, Alastair. But lately, you've been watching Sam.
notes: ~1300 words. second person pov because that's what i dooo. spoilers for all aired S7 episodes. i really want sam and dean to swap hell stories on the show can you tell? written for hoodie_time's h/c challenge numero 6 (original prompt). title is part of a line from Road Music by Richard Siken. thank youu jacyevans for looking it over and being awesome as usual.

( Sure, it's good to feel things, and if it hurts, we're doing it to ourselves, or so the saying goes )

title: without one thing, all will be useless.
fandoms: Supernatural/Lost Girl
pairing: Sam Winchester/Dyson
rating: mucho R
summary: Like a majority of random hookup stories, you meet him in a bar.
notes: 1352 words. second person pov in switching perspectives dun dun dunnn. timeline wise, like NOW in both shows, as in very vague spoilers to SPN 7.15 and LG 2.19. absolutely unbetaed and the first complete thing i've written in four months so it's probably a hot mess. i couldn't tell you where this came from if i tried other than a desire for more people to watch Lost Girl, i would imagine. title/cut text from Walt Whitman.

( I give you fair warning, before you attempt me further, I am not what you supposed, but far different. )

title: without one thing, all will be useless.
fandoms: Supernatural/Lost Girl
pairing: Sam Winchester/Dyson
rating: mucho R
summary: Like a majority of random hookup stories, you meet him in a bar.
notes: 1352 words. second person pov in switching perspectives dun dun dunnn. timeline wise, like NOW in both shows, as in very vague spoilers to SPN 7.15 and LG 2.19. absolutely unbetaed and the first complete thing i've written in four months so it's probably a hot mess. i couldn't tell you where this came from if i tried other than a desire for more people to watch Lost Girl, i would imagine. title/cut text from Walt Whitman.

( I give you fair warning, before you attempt me further, I am not what you supposed, but far different. )

title: i know what sacrifice means
pairing: Claire/Jo
rating: PG-13
notes: ~1200 words, second person pov. Muchos gracias to jacyevans for the beta. Written for zempasuchil for spn_jimmynovak's Novakfest exchange.
From the prompt: My Heart Will Go On AU-verse: Jo has a crew, Claire is part of the group, they save people & hunt things & have daddy/angel issues & maybe even femslash? :D? I hope this works for ya, toots. <3

summary: You’ve gotten used to seeing her face when you roll over, and it scares you; attachments are for a different time, a world before. Or, a quick recap of this AU: So basically the world's gone to shit because Godstiel is cray cray and Jo's a natural-born leader and that's just how it goes.

( i know what sacrifice means )

title: a different kind of tough
pairing: Dean/Sam
rating: NC-17
warnings/enticements: femmeslash, always-a-girl!chesters, second person pov, angst, mentions of dean’s drinking and sam’s tendency to use pain as a coping mechanism .
notes: 3300 words. Set sometime between 7.03 and 7.06 but without the messiness of Dean killing Amy. The mist they mention is a reference to this. Many thanks to jacyevans for zee beta and stuffs, as always you are awesome. Any mistakes left are of course, mine alone.

Written for spn_reversebang and based off zempasuchil’s lovely girl!chesters art. Please take a moment to tell her how awesome it is --> here!

Summary: Sometimes you wonder if there’s ever been a life lived that even remotely resembles yours, even a fictional one. The summary of it would have to be along the lines of ‘whatever you do, don’t read this one,’ because your sister’s grinding up against you to chase away the devil and you’re giving back all that you’re getting because she’s the only thing you have left in the world.

( we are a different kind of tough )

title: a different kind of tough
pairing: Dean/Sam
rating: NC-17
warnings/enticements: femmeslash, always-a-girl!chesters, second person pov, angst, mentions of dean’s drinking and sam’s tendency to use pain as a coping mechanism .
notes: 3300 words. Set sometime between 7.03 and 7.06 but without the messiness of Dean killing Amy. The mist they mention is a reference to this. Many thanks to jacyevans for zee beta and stuffs, as always you are awesome. Any mistakes left are of course, mine alone.

Written for spn_reversebang and based off zempasuchil’s lovely girl!chesters art. Please take a moment to tell her how awesome it is --> here!

Summary: Sometimes you wonder if there’s ever been a life lived that even remotely resembles yours, even a fictional one. The summary of it would have to be along the lines of ‘whatever you do, don’t read this one,’ because your sister’s grinding up against you to chase away the devil and you’re giving back all that you’re getting because she’s the only thing you have left in the world.

( we are a different kind of tough )

If Mary just. hadn't. gotten out of bed. Think of how different everything would be. DEANNNNNNNNNN your fucking face would have laugh lines where you'd gotten what you wanted for Christmas, laughed at her corny jokes over the best dinners, giggled when she'd thrown Sammy over her shoulder and ran around the house. DEANNNNNNN you wouldn't be standing in front of a mother the same age as you begging her to stop the wheels of time and change your entire life DEANNNNNNNNN.

Obviously I'm just not the type of person to post regularly weekly episode reactions, but I mean...( two things about 7.06 - watching show with parents is fun! )

In other news, Merlin and Arthur love each other so muh-muh-much. As do Castle and Beckett and Shane and Rick (Shaaaaaane Shane I forgive you for what you did, call me crazy if you wannnt but I still love youuuuu I'm probably the only one.)

My life is so exciting. Sigh.

First of all, Chicago traffic is THE WORST traffic I have ever been in, and this includes LA traffic. It took me nearly 3 hours to get 30 miles. Of course it was 5 pm on a Friday afternoon but still. Ridiculous. And then when I left (at 5 am on a Monday!) it was still pretty bad for as early as it was. Sigh. This is why I could never be a big city girl.

So, ChiCon was cool. As usual. I arrived late Friday afternoon, so I didn't see anyone speak on Friday at all. Met up with build_the_moon for the first time, which was fun, though we didn't actually spend too much time together, too busy doing ALL THE THINGS, but it's always cool to meet online folks in real life. Spent most of my time Kelly and Kate, though, which is what I planned. I think it was probably my last Chicon, though. Nothing will top last year, and Nashcon is cheaper and closer to me. So yeah. Last hurrah.

As you have seen here and there via awesomely stealthy people (like seriously, I roomed with volunteers, I know how strict they are about recording video. People are NINJAS) there was plenty of totally PG fun. LOLOLOL. I think the only panel that was legit PG was Jared and Jensen's. But yeah. Sebastian and Mark are the bestest. As long as you're not an 11 year old child.

I had a wonderful seat in the second row of Silver, on the aisle, even. I see now why people pay so much money for reserved seats. I unfortunately do not have a good camera, but eh, I prefer to watch than take pics anyway. I did get a few when everyone wondered up and down the aisle, though.

( this post is huuuuuge )

Since As I'm looking around on the SuperWiki, there aren't very many videos linked, and I know agt_spooky didn't record her usual awesome vids because her seat was a couple rows behind mine (I kept looking over wondering if she was recording and hoping she was!), I will try and give a brief panel summary of what I remember of J2 since, let's face it, they will always be the main event.

( jay squared dude )

( photo ops and autographs )

So that's that. I did have lots of fun, as one does at a convention, but like I said, I think nothing will ever top surprise!Jensen and J2M panel from last year, so I'm probably done with ChiCon. This was my fifth convention and at some point I've got to say 'okay enough,' you know? So yeah. Two conventions a year is far too much, Nashcon is much closer and much cheaper, and at some point I'd like to make it to Vancouver. Though the idea of flying there terrifies me, let alone the idea of being able to afford it.

Alas, until Nashcon.