fic: the world itself is the bad dream

Oct. 4th, 2011 02:29 am
alwaysenduphere: (sam//and crashing to the ground)
title: the world itself is the bad dream
rating: r
characters: dean, sam, halLucifer
summary: Your hand heals. Your mind doesn't.
warning: vague implications of self-harm
notes: ~2100 words. coda for 7.02. this is not any of the fic I should be working on right now, and yet... and yet I think there will be a follow-up to this as well, at some point. Also "Leviathan" to me are a mostly singular consciousness, a bit like the Borg in my mind, which is why I don't use plural form. /grammatical explanation. Title/cut text from The Bell Jar by Slyvia Plath, but of course.

( To the person in the bell jar, blank and stopped as a dead baby, the world itself is the bad dream. )
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fic: the world itself is the bad dream

Oct. 4th, 2011 02:29 am
alwaysenduphere: (sam//and crashing to the ground)
title: the world itself is the bad dream
rating: r
characters: dean, sam, halLucifer
summary: Your hand heals. Your mind doesn't.
warning: vague implications of self-harm
notes: ~2100 words. coda for 7.02. this is not any of the fic I should be working on right now, and yet... and yet I think there will be a follow-up to this as well, at some point. Also "Leviathan" to me are a mostly singular consciousness, a bit like the Borg in my mind, which is why I don't use plural form. /grammatical explanation. Title/cut text from The Bell Jar by Slyvia Plath, but of course.

( To the person in the bell jar, blank and stopped as a dead baby, the world itself is the bad dream. )
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fic: the world itself is the bad dream

Oct. 4th, 2011 02:29 am
alwaysenduphere: (sam//and crashing to the ground)
title: the world itself is the bad dream
rating: r
characters: dean, sam, halLucifer
summary: Your hand heals. Your mind doesn't.
warning: vague implications of self-harm
notes: ~2100 words. coda for 7.02. this is not any of the fic I should be working on right now, and yet... and yet I think there will be a follow-up to this as well, at some point. Also "Leviathan" to me are a mostly singular consciousness, a bit like the Borg in my mind, which is why I don't use plural form. /grammatical explanation. Title/cut text from The Bell Jar by Slyvia Plath, but of course.

( To the person in the bell jar, blank and stopped as a dead baby, the world itself is the bad dream. )
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fic: four steps backward, one step forward.

Aug. 4th, 2011 07:42 pm
alwaysenduphere: (sam//p-p-pokerface)
title: four steps backward, one step forward
rating: pg-13
characters: dean, sam
summary: No matter what happens, Sam knows his brother.
notes: 1850 words. Written for [livejournal.com profile] geckoholic over at [livejournal.com profile] spn_rambleon, who requested "Dean-centric S4 PTSD fic. Because there can NEVER be enough. I'd prefer the non-spectacular kind, though, quiet observations by Sam, maybe?" I hope this works for you. :)

( Sam's spent his whole life observing his brother. )
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fic: four steps backward, one step forward.

Aug. 4th, 2011 07:42 pm
alwaysenduphere: (sam//p-p-pokerface)
title: four steps backward, one step forward
rating: pg-13
characters: dean, sam
summary: No matter what happens, Sam knows his brother.
notes: 1850 words. Written for [livejournal.com profile] geckoholic over at [livejournal.com profile] spn_rambleon, who requested "Dean-centric S4 PTSD fic. Because there can NEVER be enough. I'd prefer the non-spectacular kind, though, quiet observations by Sam, maybe?" I hope this works for you. :)

( Sam's spent his whole life observing his brother. )
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fic: four steps backward, one step forward.

Aug. 4th, 2011 07:42 pm
alwaysenduphere: (sam//p-p-pokerface)
title: four steps backward, one step forward
rating: pg-13
characters: dean, sam
summary: No matter what happens, Sam knows his brother.
notes: 1850 words. Written for [livejournal.com profile] geckoholic over at [livejournal.com profile] spn_rambleon, who requested "Dean-centric S4 PTSD fic. Because there can NEVER be enough. I'd prefer the non-spectacular kind, though, quiet observations by Sam, maybe?" I hope this works for you. :)

( Sam's spent his whole life observing his brother. )
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fic: one first, one last

Jul. 31st, 2011 11:49 am
alwaysenduphere: (cas&dean//suicide commandos)
title: One First, One Last
pairing: 2014!Dean/2009!Castiel
rating: NC-17
warnings: knifeplay, bloodplay, rough sex
summary: Castiel doesn't like to hurt but he will do whatever he can so that Dean Winchester hurts less.
notes: ~2300 words. Written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn from the prompt: “Because it would be kind of sad and fucked up if that Dean was the one who rid Cas of his virginity. A million bonus points for shotgunning and/or knife/gunplay.” Originally posted here.

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fic: one first, one last

Jul. 31st, 2011 11:49 am
alwaysenduphere: (cas&dean//suicide commandos)
title: One First, One Last
pairing: 2014!Dean/2009!Castiel
rating: NC-17
warnings: knifeplay, bloodplay, rough sex
summary: Castiel doesn't like to hurt but he will do whatever he can so that Dean Winchester hurts less.
notes: ~2300 words. Written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn from the prompt: “Because it would be kind of sad and fucked up if that Dean was the one who rid Cas of his virginity. A million bonus points for shotgunning and/or knife/gunplay.” Originally posted here.

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fic: one first, one last

Jul. 31st, 2011 11:49 am
alwaysenduphere: (cas&dean//suicide commandos)
title: One First, One Last
pairing: 2014!Dean/2009!Castiel
rating: NC-17
warnings: knifeplay, bloodplay, rough sex
summary: Castiel doesn't like to hurt but he will do whatever he can so that Dean Winchester hurts less.
notes: ~2300 words. Written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn from the prompt: “Because it would be kind of sad and fucked up if that Dean was the one who rid Cas of his virginity. A million bonus points for shotgunning and/or knife/gunplay.” Originally posted here.

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fic: hands of time only rule this chapter

Jul. 30th, 2011 06:50 am
alwaysenduphere: (sam//relevant to my interests)
COME ON, LJ. *crosses fingers*

title: hands of time only rule this chapter
pairing: sam/dean
rating: r
warnings: self harm, h/c ending pushing heavy on schmoop
summary: You can't force an addict to stop, Sam knows this better than anyone.
notes: ~1000 words. written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn from the prompt: "Sam finds out that Dean is self-harming as a coping mechanism, and this leads to oodles of angst and hugging and possibly desperate sex." Originally posted here.

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fic: hands of time only rule this chapter

Jul. 30th, 2011 06:50 am
alwaysenduphere: (sam//relevant to my interests)
COME ON, LJ. *crosses fingers*

title: hands of time only rule this chapter
pairing: sam/dean
rating: r
warnings: self harm, h/c ending pushing heavy on schmoop
summary: You can't force an addict to stop, Sam knows this better than anyone.
notes: ~1000 words. written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn from the prompt: "Sam finds out that Dean is self-harming as a coping mechanism, and this leads to oodles of angst and hugging and possibly desperate sex." Originally posted here.

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fic: hands of time only rule this chapter

Jul. 30th, 2011 06:50 am
alwaysenduphere: (sam//relevant to my interests)
COME ON, LJ. *crosses fingers*

title: hands of time only rule this chapter
pairing: sam/dean
rating: r
warnings: self harm, h/c ending pushing heavy on schmoop
summary: You can't force an addict to stop, Sam knows this better than anyone.
notes: ~1000 words. written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn from the prompt: "Sam finds out that Dean is self-harming as a coping mechanism, and this leads to oodles of angst and hugging and possibly desperate sex." Originally posted here.

( hands of time only rule this chapter )
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fic(let): Undeserving

Jul. 29th, 2011 04:25 am
alwaysenduphere: (dean//today's the day to say okay)
LJ won't let me make an actual post longer than a few hundred words, so we'll just go with this.

title: Undeserving
pairing: demon!Dean/Castiel
rating: NC-17
warnings: torture, knifeplay, bloodplay
summary/prompt: Castiel is overpowered by Hell's forces in the attempt to rescue Dean. He's given to Dean to be tortured and punished, but even though the human part of him reels at tearing apart such a pretty angel, he can't help but get off on it. However it happens, Castiel is in love with the man that gives him pain, and Dean loves the angel who screams out in agony how much Dean deserves to be saved.
notes: 570 words. Playing around with formatting. Written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn and originally posted here.

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fic(let): Undeserving

Jul. 29th, 2011 04:25 am
alwaysenduphere: (dean//today's the day to say okay)
LJ won't let me make an actual post longer than a few hundred words, so we'll just go with this.

title: Undeserving
pairing: demon!Dean/Castiel
rating: NC-17
warnings: torture, knifeplay, bloodplay
summary/prompt: Castiel is overpowered by Hell's forces in the attempt to rescue Dean. He's given to Dean to be tortured and punished, but even though the human part of him reels at tearing apart such a pretty angel, he can't help but get off on it. However it happens, Castiel is in love with the man that gives him pain, and Dean loves the angel who screams out in agony how much Dean deserves to be saved.
notes: 570 words. Playing around with formatting. Written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn and originally posted here.

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fic(let): Undeserving

Jul. 29th, 2011 04:25 am
alwaysenduphere: (dean//today's the day to say okay)
LJ won't let me make an actual post longer than a few hundred words, so we'll just go with this.

title: Undeserving
pairing: demon!Dean/Castiel
rating: NC-17
warnings: torture, knifeplay, bloodplay
summary/prompt: Castiel is overpowered by Hell's forces in the attempt to rescue Dean. He's given to Dean to be tortured and punished, but even though the human part of him reels at tearing apart such a pretty angel, he can't help but get off on it. However it happens, Castiel is in love with the man that gives him pain, and Dean loves the angel who screams out in agony how much Dean deserves to be saved.
notes: 570 words. Playing around with formatting. Written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn and originally posted here.

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fic: The Waiting Unknown

Jul. 17th, 2011 03:47 am
alwaysenduphere: (sam and ruby//demon beside you)

title: The Waiting Unknown
pairing: Dean/Ruby, Sam/Ruby peripherally
rating: NC-17
warnings: knife play, blood play, mentions of hell, sex, violence, etc etc.
summary: Dean Winchester is a man a demon should be afraid of, not one a demon should comfort. But you try anyway.
notes: ~4000 words. Written for [livejournal.com profile] jacyevans over at [livejournal.com profile] spn_rambleon, who requested "Write me Dean/Ruby. Anything. Really." And so I did. Set between 4.16 and 4.17. Title/cut-text from Green Day, bwahaha.

( Are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown. )

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fic: The Waiting Unknown

Jul. 17th, 2011 03:47 am
alwaysenduphere: (sam and ruby//demon beside you)

title: The Waiting Unknown
pairing: Dean/Ruby, Sam/Ruby peripherally
rating: NC-17
warnings: knife play, blood play, mentions of hell, sex, violence, etc etc.
summary: Dean Winchester is a man a demon should be afraid of, not one a demon should comfort. But you try anyway.
notes: ~4000 words. Written for [livejournal.com profile] jacyevans over at [livejournal.com profile] spn_rambleon, who requested "Write me Dean/Ruby. Anything. Really." And so I did. Set between 4.16 and 4.17. Title/cut-text from Green Day, bwahaha.

( Are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown. )

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fic: The Waiting Unknown

Jul. 17th, 2011 03:47 am
alwaysenduphere: (sam and ruby//demon beside you)

title: The Waiting Unknown
pairing: Dean/Ruby, Sam/Ruby peripherally
rating: NC-17
warnings: knife play, blood play, mentions of hell, sex, violence, etc etc.
summary: Dean Winchester is a man a demon should be afraid of, not one a demon should comfort. But you try anyway.
notes: ~4000 words. Written for [livejournal.com profile] jacyevans over at [livejournal.com profile] spn_rambleon, who requested "Write me Dean/Ruby. Anything. Really." And so I did. Set between 4.16 and 4.17. Title/cut-text from Green Day, bwahaha.

( Are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown. )

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