|★|we make our own future|★|

title: you only think you're better than me
rating: pg
characters/pairing: Sherlock Holmes, Bela Talbot, brief blink-and-you-miss-it John/Sherlock reference because that's how i roll.
summary: Sherlock pegs her as a thief the moment she steps through the door. No, actually, a moment before, when she smiles to the door attendant as her eyes casual flick to his pockets, checking for the outline of anything that could be potentially useful or valuable to her.
notes: 1097 words. for darkmagic_luvr who asked for a Sherlock/Supernatural crossover, Bela/Sherlock, in which she pwns him. I like to think of this more as a meeting of the minds. Merry Christmas!

( you only think you're better than me )

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last updated: 28 February 2012


Avatar:
• remembrance
Jake/Neytiri, g, 290 words.
Neytiri mourns the loss of her ikran.

Heroes:
Peter/Claire
• *A Heroes Complex
Peter/Claire, pg13, 271 words.
How many times has death defied her?
• *Always
Peter/Claire, r, 2139 words. 5YG verse.
Its hours before Claire's to marry Andy when she gets a mysterious visitor.

Peter/Elle
•*Always a Mission
Peter/Elle, pg-13, 1330 words.
She reminded him of Claire in a way, and it was more than just the long blonde hair and the need to fulfill her father’s wishes.
• *Safety in My Puppy's Arms
Peter/Elle, pg-13, 1868 words. [companion to Always a Mission]
I was so excited the first time I met Peter.
• *Salvation
Peter/Elle, Peter/Nikki, pg-13, 8275 words. 5YG verse. [link to part one, all other parts linked internally]
A mysterious blonde enters peter's life.
• *Broken
Peter/Elle, pg-13, 1345 words.
Bob's gone and so is Nathan, leaving Elle and Peter quite broken.
• *Silk
Peter/Elle, r, 1585 words.
After failing to capture Sylar, Elle's stuck in the Company all over again until someone comes looking for her.

Peter/Nathan
• *Biblical
Peter/Nathan, pg13, 768 words. 5YG verse.
After Sylar reveals that Nathan's dead, Peter flashes back to their last good moment together.
• *A Window, Darkly
Peter/Nathan, pg13, 209 words.
Nathan tries over and over again to teach a lesson Peter will never learn.
• *Friction
Peter/Nathan, r, 1117 words.
Something was broken inside Nathan, and it wasn’t just that his day sucked and Peter was asking him for money again.
• *Gone
Peter/Nathan, pg13, 205 words.
The paper’s spotted with tears, but the words are still easy to make out.
• *Reflections in a Minute
Peter/Nathan, pg13, 407 words.
It's funny the things that can pass through a person's mind as they breathe their last.
• *Stolen Moments
Peter/Nathan, r, 880 words. 5YG verse.
It was the last time Peter would see Nathan, the real Nathan, alive.

Other
• *Shock
Noah/Elle, nc-17, 1873 words.
Noah takes his revenge out on Bob by using his daughter and making Bob watch.
• *Same Old Song and Dance
Nathan/Claire, Peter/Nathan/Claire, nc17, 3414 words.
It’s not a relationship like any normal father and daughter have. They both know it, but it never stops them.
• *Hate Fuels the Fire
Gen, pg, 222 words. 5YG verse.
Hate was all he had left.
• *A Lie for a Lie {the did i ask too much remix}
Gen, pg13, 139 words.
Pills in the cup rattle with each shake. To take, or not to take.

Crossovers
• *per unitatem vis
Peter/Faith, crossover with buffy. unfinished. pg13, 1781 words.
Basically, Peter never got back to the present when he jumped himself and Caitlin to the future. So, welcome to a future with the Shanti virus. And Faith's...still Faith, just in the ravaged future.
• Tough
Elle/Faith, crossover with Buffy, r, 340 words.
Daddy said this one was special, this one was all hers.

Shameless (US):
• a sordid affair
Lip/Ian, pg-13, 1124 words.
You haven't decided which hurts worse, the fact that he thinks you're gutless or that he's the first person to ever call you gay out loud and he says it like it's a joke, like it's something he can't believe, won't believe.

Supernatural:
Gen
• *Once Again
gen, pg-13, 1,219 words. features Kat from 1.10 Asylum.
She never wanted her children to experience the same things she went through as a teenager, but now she must save them.
• *the rock is still rolling (can you feel it coming)
gen, pg-13, 822 words. ofc and her perspective of dean. 4.10 coda.
She spends years in hell, looking up into green eyes.
• *how much should we give? (they only answer more!)
gen, pg, 410 words.
prompt: dean testing sam on his music knowledge sometime after 4.14
• i was me but now he's gone
gen, r, 740 words. 4.19 coda.
The burning fades to tingling, the brightness fades to black, everything goes away.
• Flirtin' with Disaster
gen, pg, 1875 words.
People keep getting in Sam and Dean’s way during hunts. They kind of hate it, but secretly get kind of used to it.
• i cheat destiny just to be near you
gen, pg-13, 1339 words. an au of the pilot. written for spnland
Events happen a little differently, and Sam makes a hard choice.
• White
gen, pg-13, 1439 words. 5.04 coda.
Sam tries on a white suit, and Dean kind of freaks.
• old long since
gen, pg, 566 words. written for spn_30snapshots.
Eleven fifty-nine and you're staring at an empty glass a bar on the west edge of Nebraska, thinking about your brother.
• right as rain
gen, pg, 904 words. written for spn_30snapshots
Sam would tell you to pull over. You think maybe even Dad would. He'd say something like, "I didn't give you this car so you could turn around and test out how well it hydroplanes."
• untitled
gen, g, 574 words. commentfic.
sam can't figure out how to get the baby calm.
• Let me steal this moment from you now
gen, pg13, 1025 words. girl!dean.
And in Sam’s dreams, Dean is always running from him. The worst part is, that's better than the reality.
• Movin' On
gen, pg, 1111 words. 5.22 coda.
Obviously you've never been good at letting go.
• the end of nothing
gen, pg-13, 830 words.
lifetime after lifetime, pushing, pulling, yet no escaping.
• not dead yet
gen, pg-13, 856 words. post 5.22.
He's not suicidal. He's not. But if didn't exactly make a full effort to save himself from the oncoming car/the poisonous venom/the bullet wound/a murderous demon/etc, well, he's not going to admit it.
• incident
gen, pg-13, 1071 words. outsider POV.
Over $2.50 pints of beer at Jonesys, Dean tells you his brother saved the world. You've known him nearly a year and it's the first time you hear him say Sam's name.
• And miles to go before I sleep
gen, pg-13, 5000 words. written for spn_reversebang
Dean is looking for someplace safe and warm to stop because Sam is injured. The cabin they find turns out to be neither of those things.
• the red, it filters through
gen, r, 173 words.
Hell is what Dean sees every time he looks into a mirror. Hell is what's staring back at him and he's not sure, as he reaches out his hand, if he's straining to reach it again or to push it away. He breaks a lot of mirrors, with his hands, with his head even, trying to find out or maybe trying to get back.
• just like the ones i used to know
gen, pg, 512 words.
The entire room is decorated for Christmas while you've slept, because he doesn't sleep.
• the most wonderful time of the year
gen, pg, 1034 words.
He's got his hands full of stockings and a Santa hat on his head before you can even blink.
• fear is the mindkiller
gen, pg-13, 897 words.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
• happiness is only a heartbeat away
gen, pg, 1061 words.
Sometimes you think his face is more expressive now that he can't see, lines of disappointment and sadness easier to read, like he's forgotten that everyone else can still see him.
• holding on to what i haven't got
gen, r, 2700 words. written for spn_cinema.
Sometimes things happen for a reason. Something bad to force something good.
• Four Steps Backward, One Step Forward
gen, pg-13, 1850 words. written for spn_rambleon
No matter what happens, Sam knows his brother.
• the world itself is the bad dream
gen, r, 2100 words. coda for 7.02
Your hand heals. Your mind doesn't.


Dean/Sam
• *A Full Day
Dean/Sam, John/Dean/Sam, nc-17, 1396 words. written for spnkink_meme
John and/or Sam make Dean wear a buttplug at all times. The only time it comes out is when they're fucking him, playing with him, or giving him his morning enema.
• Good Vibrations
Dean/Sam, r, 389 words. written for spnkink_meme
Dean is wearing a vibrating buttplug, Sam has the remote and turns it on at the most awkward moments.
• Muscle Memory
Dean/Sam, pg-13, 1149 words.
Dean and Sam's first time in over two years, set in season five.
• memories of me are more like bad dreams
Dean/Sam, r, 2494 words. written for samdeanexchange.
Dean has a fever. While Sam is tending to him, he says some unpleasant things in his sleep.
• like a wrecking ball through your mind
Dean/Sam, Dean/Alastair, Dean/Bela, nc-17, 1783 words.
Every time he says your name as a question you wonder if this is going to be the last question, the last conversation - if he's going to figure out how twisted you are, how much of you is still down in the pit.
• through darkness we rise
Dean/Sam, pg-13, 1090 words. demon!winchesters.
i mean, really, not every demon is bad. some just like to have a little fun. ain't that right, sammy, you say, as he barges in the back entrance, all commanding attention and 'don't you daaaare look away from me now, look what you've gotten yourself into.'
• Truth Writ in Ink (the heat of the moment remix)
Dean/Sam, r, 2560 words. written for kamikazeremix.
"I thought about it once during that time, while you were gone. I bet that’s not in the book. I hope not anyway," he chuckles and plows on. You’re not sure what you’re hearing. "Then you came back and… we’re both emotionally fucked up as it is. Can you imagine what would happen if…," he trails off, but his implication is loud and clear.
• hands of time only rule this chapter
Dean/Sam, r, ~1000 words. written for blindfold_spn.
You can't force an addict to stop, Sam knows this better than anyone.
• The Moon is a Piece of Me
Dean/Sam, pg-13, 10,059 words. written for samdean_otp minibang challenge
It starts (and ends) in the same location, with the same car, the same company, and the same hopes and fears hanging over their heads. There’s beer and staring at stars, an angel who thinks he’s a god, a cranky old hunter with too much time on his hands, and a brother with maybe just a few screws loose in his head. But at the heart of all, there’s Dean and there’s Sam, together, just like it’ll always be.
• shadows of falsehood
Dean/Sam, r, ~1300 words, underage
You believe you can do anything, when Dean says you can.
• a different kind of tough
Dean/Sam, nc-17, 3300 words, femmeslash. written for spn_reversebang
Sometimes you wonder if there’s ever been a life lived that even remotely resembles yours, even a fictional one. The summary of it would have to be along the lines of ‘whatever you do, don’t read this one,’ because your sister’s grinding up against you to chase away the devil and you’re giving back all that you’re getting because she’s the only thing you have left in the world.

Dean/Castiel
• you will be alone always and then you will die
Dean/Castiel, r, 1140 words.
You accidentally catch them together one night, their heads bowed and hands on each others' chests.)
• you never had a chance
Dean/Castiel, nc-17, 2900 words.
You find you still enjoy it when Dean says things to you that you know he wouldn't dare confess to others. "I miss having you around all the time," he says. You don't know what to say to that. You miss being around all the time, but freedom means sacrifices.
• Undeserving
demon!Dean/Castiel, nc-17, 570 words. written for blindfold_spn.
Castiel is overpowered by Hell's forces in the attempt to rescue Dean. He's given to Dean to be tortured and punished, but even though the human part of him reels at tearing apart such a pretty angel, he can't help but get off on it. However it happens, Castiel is in love with the man that gives him pain, and Dean loves the angel who screams out in agony how much Dean deserves to be saved.
• One First, One Last
Dean/Castiel, NC-17, 2300 words. written for blindfold_spn.
Castiel doesn't like to hurt but he will do whatever he can so that Dean Winchester hurts less.

J2
• *acting, what's that?
Jared/Jensen, r, 214 words. written for spnkink_meme.
prompt: jensen pressed behind jared in the scene in 4.14 and having to redo the scene.
• *rough
Jared/Jensen, r, 1145 words. sequel to acting, what's that?. written for spnkink_meme.
Jensen knows he could play coy, use the long day to his advantage and claim cluelessness, but the thing is, Jared’s never done anything like this before, and he’s not sure how to react.)
• Porn Tube
Jared/Jensen, r, 438 words. written for spnkink_meme.
Jared finds out that Jensen was in a porno - Jensen was young and he needed the money.

Other
• The seeker and the sought
Dean/Alastair, Dean/Oberon, nc-17, 2000 words. missing scene of 6.09.
It's his hands that first get you, long and lithe like Alastair's were. He speaks softly and calmly, demanding but without malice. He's soft edges and strong muscle, where Alastair was sharp bones and whip-thin.
• The Waiting Unknown
Dean/Ruby, Sam/Ruby, NC-17, ~4000 words.
Dean Winchester is a man a demon should be afraid of, not one a demon should comfort. But you try anyway.
• i know what sacrifice means
Claire Novak/Jo Harvelle, PG-13, ~1200 words. written for spn_jimmynovak's novakfest exchange.
You’ve gotten used to seeing her face when you roll over, and it scares you; attachments are for a different time, a world before.

Crossovers
• If You Could Only See
Dean/Inara, crossover with Firefly, pg13, 218 words.
Seems the road less traveled shows happiness unraveled...
• fool me twice
gen, crossover with White Collar, pg-13, 458 words.
Almost ten years ago Neal Caffrey made a deal at a crossroads. What he doesn't know is that his hellhound already found him. Or that they can look human.
• you only think you're better than me
gen, crossover with Sherlock Holmes, featuring Bela Talbot and Sherlock, pg, 1097 words.
Sherlock pegs her as a thief the moment she steps through the door. No, actually, a moment before, when she smiles to the door attendant as her eyes casual flick to his pockets, checking for the outline of anything that could be potentially useful or valuable to her.