|★|we make our own future|★|

I wrote all this last night at like 3am half-drunk on wine coolers and extremely extremely morose. Actually, it's pretty upbeat for what I'm feeling now. But seriously. BEST. EPISODE. EVER. I'm'a be thinking about this one for weeks.

(  NEEDS MOAR ZOMBIES )
Anyway, EEEEE EPISODE!! Nothing will compare to this episode for awhile at least, I'm sure. NOTHING. Life is crap, but Supernatural is AMAZING.

It amazes me how well the Zeppelin songs they choose for titles of Supernatural fit with the episodes, really. Also, has anyone else noticed that the best episodes of the show are the ones with Zeppelin titles?

After taking a few steps back and recovering, I finally decided to watch 4.21 again. I've always known that I was way too invested in this show and the characters, but I can honestly say I'll be glad when the season finale is over so I can stop having my heart ache for those boys. Even if it is a cliffhanger, I'll have the whole summer to put it behind me. I forget they aren't real people. :((

( When the levee breaks I'll have no place to stay )
Gosh. I love the writing on this show. I really do.

On a totally not really related note, caught up on Dollhouse. Amy Acker + Alan Tudyk is very relevant to my interests. He's much hotter than he was as Wash as...the character he's playing on Dollhouse. I think that might say something bad about me, but whatever. I'm gonna be pissed if Dollhouse is canceled and suffers the fate of Fox hating anyone ever associated with Joss Whedon. *cries* Is Joss like Power Rangers? Once you go Joss, you can't go back? Or anywhere good? BOO.

~ Don't it make you feel bad
When you're tryin' to find your way home,
You don't know which way to go?
If you're goin' down south
They go no work to do,
If you don't know about Chicago.
Cryin' won't help you, prayin' won't do you no good,
Now, cryin' won't help you, prayin' won't do you no good,
When the levee breaks, mama, you got to move.~

It amazes me how well the Zeppelin songs they choose for titles of Supernatural fit with the episodes, really. Also, has anyone else noticed that the best episodes of the show are the ones with Zeppelin titles?

After taking a few steps back and recovering, I finally decided to watch 4.21 again. I've always known that I was way too invested in this show and the characters, but I can honestly say I'll be glad when the season finale is over so I can stop having my heart ache for those boys. Even if it is a cliffhanger, I'll have the whole summer to put it behind me. I forget they aren't real people. :((

( When the levee breaks I'll have no place to stay )
Gosh. I love the writing on this show. I really do.

On a totally not really related note, caught up on Dollhouse. Amy Acker + Alan Tudyk is very relevant to my interests. He's much hotter than he was as Wash as...the character he's playing on Dollhouse. I think that might say something bad about me, but whatever. I'm gonna be pissed if Dollhouse is canceled and suffers the fate of Fox hating anyone ever associated with Joss Whedon. *cries* Is Joss like Power Rangers? Once you go Joss, you can't go back? Or anywhere good? BOO.

~ Don't it make you feel bad
When you're tryin' to find your way home,
You don't know which way to go?
If you're goin' down south
They go no work to do,
If you don't know about Chicago.
Cryin' won't help you, prayin' won't do you no good,
Now, cryin' won't help you, prayin' won't do you no good,
When the levee breaks, mama, you got to move.~

I don't always feel the need to explain myself, but since I consider myself a member of a fandom that has been known to be partially batshit crazy at times, I think it's better to be as clear as possible. Plus I just feel like getting everything out in the open. :)

Am I too obsessed with the show? Probably. I used to sit in class and compare Milton and Doctor Faustus to Supernatural, I used to write fanfic when I was bored in class, and my vocabulary consists of dozens of references to the show. ("Douchnozzle" is my current favorite.) I've paid hundreds of dollars and drove several hours out of my way to see Jared and Jensen in Chicago in November two years in a row. I agree to do(mostly legal) things just to get other people to watch the show and spread the word. I realize some people consider this obsessed, and sure, maybe it is. But I still feel like I retain perspective.

Now that that's out there, the rest of this post is about said obsession. :) I give you: ( the lowdown on how I feel about Supernatural and fandom. )

last updated: 22 Feb. 2010

First off. Hee. I changed the language settings on my Facebook account to Pirate speak. It's oh so highly amusing. There's also Leet speak for the more geek-inclined.

Supernatural. Gah. How could I have ever doubted that this show would remain amazing to me? I mean, I wasn't, really, but I will admit, I've been overall disappointed with most of the episodes since 4.10. And this one? I have very little to complain about.

We've been reading Doctor Faustus in my lit class this week, and I'm constantly comparing Dean with Faustus, as well as Sam at times.

( I'll just cut this here )

My dl just finished, so I think I'm off to watch again. I wouldn't be surprised if this post got repeatedly edited throughout the evening. :P

( as I'm rewatching edits here )

I'm so hopelessly in love with this episode.

First off. Hee. I changed the language settings on my Facebook account to Pirate speak. It's oh so highly amusing. There's also Leet speak for the more geek-inclined.

Supernatural. Gah. How could I have ever doubted that this show would remain amazing to me? I mean, I wasn't, really, but I will admit, I've been overall disappointed with most of the episodes since 4.10. And this one? I have very little to complain about.

We've been reading Doctor Faustus in my lit class this week, and I'm constantly comparing Dean with Faustus, as well as Sam at times.

( I'll just cut this here )

My dl just finished, so I think I'm off to watch again. I wouldn't be surprised if this post got repeatedly edited throughout the evening. :P

( as I'm rewatching edits here )

I'm so hopelessly in love with this episode.

In the order in which I viewed them (F13, Dollhouse, Heroes, Battlestar Galactica, Lost, if the cut text isn't clear), with (hopefully) plenty of spoiler space in between, just in case.


( the one with the dude in the mask )

( the one with the chick who'd be a good sex slave )


( the one that always has me sitting on the edge of the couch hoping adama doesn't die )


( the one where my favorite character has cool eyebrows )



( the show that jj abrahms knew would eat people's brains when he created it )


...I think that's everything. Phew. I could never be one of those people to write reviews on all the shows I watch every week. I don't know how you people do it! So much information to type out, and I always feel like there's MORE I want to say but just can't process enough to type out.

I wish there was a Supernatural review to go along with this. Sadface. 'specially after the spoilers I read today.

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Jared Padalecki's umbrella holder. XD Wait...I'm probably too short for that.
Jensen Ackles' umbrella holder. Or Jared's dog sitter.

Hmm. But really.

I've never really wanted to act, but I'd definitely love to be involed on any TV or Movie Set. I'd answer scriptwriter, except I'm pretty picky about my work and I hate having someone turn it into something it's not, which is pretty much what always happens to writers' works. But just something behind the scene, maybe set design or lighting or craft services, something, that would make me a part of the ensemble. I think filmmaking is an awesome process, and I'm kinda shooting myself everyday for not becoming a Telecommunications major when I had the chance.

Any idea how this dream could become reality? I'm looking for a career come May, HELP! haha.

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Jared Padalecki's umbrella holder. XD Wait...I'm probably too short for that.
Jensen Ackles' umbrella holder. Or Jared's dog sitter.

Hmm. But really.

I've never really wanted to act, but I'd definitely love to be involed on any TV or Movie Set. I'd answer scriptwriter, except I'm pretty picky about my work and I hate having someone turn it into something it's not, which is pretty much what always happens to writers' works. But just something behind the scene, maybe set design or lighting or craft services, something, that would make me a part of the ensemble. I think filmmaking is an awesome process, and I'm kinda shooting myself everyday for not becoming a Telecommunications major when I had the chance.

Any idea how this dream could become reality? I'm looking for a career come May, HELP! haha.

In regards to one Dean Winchester:

He would have to rely on the might of his arm. So must a man do who intends to gain enduring glory in a combat. Life doesn't cost him a thought. ~Beowulf, around line 1535.


In regards to one Jared Padalecki:

Leave BritneyGenevieve alone!! lol. No, really. It's no one's business but their own, and I feel sorry for the poor girl for all the heat she's getting from fandom, and even more sorry for Jared for knowing that it's being linked with him that's bringing it all on her. Really. It almost seems like people don't want him to be happy unless its with Jensen, and that's just a whole 'nother ballgame.

(*cough* on the bright side, at least he can still shout "Jen/Gen" when the timing is right, if ya know what I mean? *cough grin*)